♥ charyll

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 9:53 PM

I don't know whats with me recently. I have so much feeling and thoughts within me that I cannot express out. Feelings of hatred,saddness and jeoulousy are taking over me time and time again. I tried hard to stop having these feelings, telling myself to not fall into evil's temptation, asking for God's strength and power to protect me. But its just so hard.

Getting those tears out of me has become so easy but having the smiles to face all of you has become alil hard for me alrdy. Everyday in school, I focused hard on what I'm doing, diverting my thoughts away from those problems but all I'm doing is just running away from it.

I want to let it all out. But even if I can I don't know where I should start with.

Maybe is just me, being too sensitive in everything and also thinking too much.

With you around, my presence has disappered like a nobody. I tried to find back myself but now I've never did.

Kaiweng, yingherng and eddie thanks for making me feel betta and happier during lessons :)

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